January 16th, 2016 (Continued)
Well, we’re almost done with treatment for the day. I’m having a pretty unbelievably hard time, so I figured I’d journal. Lunch was really difficult. I was still having a hard time processing breakfast by the time 11:45 rolled around, and then lunch was brought in and I had a BURGER. ARE YOU KIDDING ME!?!? It’s just one thing after another! Plus, the LARGE bag of Sun Chips, and a vanilla soymilk! It’s ridiculous to me how much louder the E.D. voice in my head is now than it was over the past three weeks. It’s like it didn’t even exist while I was in residential, in comparison to how it is now. I made myself eat 100% though. I hate this so much.