January 21st, 2016
Writing. Again. We just finished process group. I still feel awful. I can even remember how I felt GOOD yesterday and just want to be back in that place! Or at least closer to it!! UGH!! I could seriously punch a wall right now. We have a freaking snack in five minutes and I just want to go for an f***ing RUN.
I want to ski. I don’t know why, but I just got this HUGE urge to ski. I want to go downhill fast, feel the cold wind on my face, my heart pounding, and have to work to breathe. I’m so incredibly tried of all this sitting. Ugh.